~bluedragon649

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I Fucking hate you
I Fucking hate you
Shut up!

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Current Residence: Slidell
Favourite movie: Harry potter
Favourite band or musician: ....KISS......
Favourite genre of music: depending up on mood
Favourite poet or writer: i have a couple
Favourite photographer: j~ME
Favourite style of art: digital art
Personal Quote: my trust is harder to lose then to gain

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~Angelic-Eriya Sep 3, 2005, 3:43:14 AM

ill be goin bak to slidell in a few minuts... i wont have any kind of connection for awhile prob... ill try my best to stay in contact. sighz if all else fails maybe u can find another like me out there heehz.... sigh, wish u were here...
~trenty

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~Love is a verb~ ♣Eriya's Angel♣

~bluedragon649 Sep 3, 2005, 6:29:06 AM

Their can never be another.Your the one who i love and i want live my life with you at my side.But even 100s of miles apart i'll still be with you in your heart.

~Angelic-Eriya Sep 2, 2005, 9:27:47 AM

i c'z well.. where would u be transferring into... texas somwhere...? thatd kinda suxor... mm i wonder if the trent can pull a few strings for joo. i have a spare room in my house as of currently. if u are adamant in staying here it may be possible to offer u board, though im unsure of itz. please dont bring this idea to ur parents till i bring it till mine at least cha know. i realize the dire situation this has seem to be created... plz dont be scared ya know. ill try and get in touch with ya somehow. mm though if i extend this offer to u maybe i should extend it to ur brother as well..
-faith is the substance of things hoped for-
have faith^^...

~u cant leave when its getting interesting
trenty

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~Love is a verb~ ♣Eriya's Angel♣

~Angelic-Eriya Aug 30, 2005, 9:23:21 PM

mm hope ur kitties okz><!

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~Love is a verb~ ♣Eriya's Angel♣

~bluedragon649 Sep 1, 2005, 11:33:35 AM

Trent call me.............please...................972-317-2450

~Angelic-Eriya Sep 1, 2005, 8:39:33 PM

mm im not sure if i can call u howeverz, i should be bak at my house by at least sunday, if u come down to check on ur house, id be really happy if u paid me a visit cha know. ill be staying at my house permanently i beleive after sunday.

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~Love is a verb~ ♣Eriya's Angel♣

~Angelic-Eriya Sep 1, 2005, 9:45:19 PM

or i may be stayin permanently there by at least saturday^^ who knows heeh, but itll be definitely be by sundayz, but im 95% sure ill be there saturday

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~Love is a verb~ ♣Eriya's Angel♣